| I could watch movies all day. good movies, mind you.
whether it be in a movie theater or in a living room.
while watching the oscars sunday night I couldn't help but think
how I live vicariously through those people.
those people who make movie magic.
I admire those who can make me laugh until I can't breathe.
those who can make tears stream down my face.
and those who keep me on the edge of seat in suspense.
maybe one day I will be a part of it. most likely not.
but it is a nice thought.
I have some friends who I will never understand.
but I never really did from the beginning.
I have to keep my distance.
for my own sake.
I bought a new swimsuit yesterday. yikes. what was I thinking.
a few weeks ago I had a dream
that I almost married senator mark pryor in my living room
but I ran out the back door and hid before he walked in.
is this a sign of some sort? perhaps.
oh job market. how I loathe you. |
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| I did not make any resolutions this year.
I also did not write my annual new year's eve post
re-capping my adventures from that year.
sorry. I just wasn't feelin' it.
sometimes I'm so foolish
I don't know what to do with myself.
but it's ok.
I thought I was making progress. maybe I still am.
ok my predictions so far:
best make-up. benjamin button.
best actor. phillip seymour hoffman or sean penn.
best actress. angelina jolie or meryl streep.
best supporting actress. amy adams.
I watched the trailer for 'the soloist' again
with robert downey jr. and jamie foxx.
I fell in love with the cello all over again.
let's go to the movies.
that's really all I want to do.
that and a road trip.
to anywhere.
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| check out this band. prrrretty sweet if you ask me.
I'm weddinged out. no more for a while, please.
but while we're on the subject,
I have been thinking about my own
that will hopefully occur someday before I die.
sufjan, mr. folds, and iron and wine will be involved somehow.
flowers. lots of color. some fall foilage, perhaps? and dancing.
oh you better believe there will be dancing.
and long islands instead of punch?
I haven't decided yet.
the past few days have been rough.
like, sandpaper rough.
I knew it would be hard. but not this hard.
I am terrified of being idle.
my mind wanders.
it [I] will get better. not overnight. but eventually.
halloween costume ideas? I need help.
working in a restaurant for a long period of time
sometimes causes one to lose all sense of creativity.
I want to start painting again.
give me an idea of what to paint,
and I will name the masterpiece after you.
this is absolutely my favorite time of year.
why can't fall last for 6 months instead of 4?
when I become rich one day I will change the calendar.
and the weather.
I think I am going to buy a dSLR soon.
I crave one. especially with the changing leaves outside.
if you would like your picture taken,
or your pet's picture taken,
or a picture of like a random statue,
I accept all forms of cash or new cars.
go vote. |
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| I make plans. a lot. foolishly. I need to go [get] away. you come with me. we're fated to pretend. |
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| everyone is going back to school soon.
and I am not.
and that is weird. of course I won't miss school.
just being there.
and not here. I need a job.
shorty's is losing its sparkle.
[I worked ten hours straight yesterday.]
I even applied to be a preschool portrait photographer.
yikes. I think I am bipolar. in my head.
one minute I get extremely excited thinking about the future.
and then the next minute I get extremely depressed.
yikes. today I taught my dad how to copy and paste.
a few months ago I taught him how to send an e-mail.
yikes. birthday in t-minus three weeks.
my wish list includes:
.new job
.new iMac
.new car
.nikon dSLR I'd say it's a pretty feasible list. ok I am going to be completely honest for a moment.
I have never been able to swallow pills.
I tried everything.
but last night
I guess God smiled on me
and I downed two tylenol. this is big.
I hope you will partake in my excitement
and feeling of accomplishment. I need a vacation.
and I need to see you.
soon. |
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